Being Embarrassed With Another Person There
Experiencing wildly out of balance moments with another person there can just be embarrassing. That is if you realize there is another person there at all. Too many times it could feel like being a bug pinned down with that ever-ready metal stake through its tail. Constantly on edge and always prepared for the observers with their magnifying glasses to take your actions and behavior to pieces. People will either want to ignore you or examine you to find out what other tests need to be carried out for normality to occur. Like a spirit broken, wild animal with little, if any will of its own is left to show is hidden rather than show a person whose love of playing freely has been wiped out.